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Dog in the moment

Cold and snow have come at last.

Jasper loves to run and romp in the snow. He plays with it, he plays in it.

At my end of the leash, load of dull thoughts: iffy status of Thailand trip, things that must be done today, things I’d like to do instead, tomorrow’s schedule, state of health, unresolved issues of all kinds, memories, hopes.

At Jasper’s end of the leash, just the moment. Curiosity. Joy. Sniff the snow, sniff the grass, run leaping fast across the snow on the lawn, stop and sniff, look back to mom, run faster mom, let’s go down that way, stop to look at man walking on sidewalk, shake off snow, see man with dog and run toward them half block away hitting end of leash fast, come on mom, now stop to sniff again, look back at mom, run fast up all those steps to the front door. Stop wait for mom.

Wonder if I’m at the end of a leash held by something too big for my little mind to encompass. Wonder if I can let go and be just in the moment, safe on the leash.

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Don’t tell Jasper

There’s a shih tzu with her very own blog. And occasional serious attitude problems.

I think she’s on Twitter too.

Sounds like way too much work.

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(Sign displayed at closed-down and occupied Bangkok international airport, BKK, by People’s Alliance for Democracy (Thailand) which has seized it.)

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Foiled again

I hate Christmas. Never was much on it and have come to dislike it more each year.

I once bought a big artificial tree (half price) because, well, if you’re a grownup with your own home you’re sort of supposed to. The happiest I have felt about Christmas in decades? Was when I dumped the tree and of all my Christmas decorations. Yesss!!

That’s one reason why I’m going to be very disappointed if my scheduled trip to Thailand doesn’t happen. I was so looking forward to escaping half of the horrible month of December, and I ain’t just talking about the weather in Denver. I wasn’t going to be gone on the day itself but happily absent during most of the pointless hoo-hah leading up to it.

Dayum, I had finally booked a December getaway, and now the Thais have hung out the “GO AWAY” sign. I am staying tuned to see if they can get the Bangkok airport opened for business next week and I can take my trip. 

Maybe I can get a last-minute deal and go to Mexico instead. 

Mary Winter’s column in today’s Rocky Mountain News explains it very well, although I don’t share her interest in changing a huge economic and cultural phenomenon. Or skiing. Entire column is below the fold if the link doesn’t work.
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Beyond ugly, beyond words

I had no idea that something like this would really happen again, with such tragic results, even as I was writing my last post about the conspicuous consumption orgy known as Black Friday.

But it did. Story below the fold if you have the stomach for it.

To hell with Walmart, Long Island thugs, Visa, MasterCard, Discover and the whole ugly thing.

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All this talk about the economy is scary, but I have often thought “WTF?” when reading or listening to some of the news coverage.  Especially the stories about today, aka “Black Friday,” that dubious American institution when retail stores compete for shoppers’ dollars with early opening hours and crazy loss leader specials.

For our foreign friends, that’s the day marked by news stories of innocent children being trampled by obese guys rushing the doors of Wal-Mart at 5:00 AM to be first to grab the marked-down 56-inch flat screen TVs. Yeah, that day.

The day on which I do my best to: buy. nothing.

It’s sad when our retail chains hit the skids, when stores have to lay off employees or, worse, close.

But the mainstream US media just doesn’t seem to want to close the loop and state the obvious. Which is that to the extent the economic “health” of our nation’s retailers is based on our nation’s people (consumers) spending beyond their means, it’s a castle built on sand. And that kind of foundation must inevitably shake down and settle if not totally collapse.

Our national personal savings rate is scary-low, especially when compared with what it used to be and with the personal savings rates in other countries. That is a function of how overstretched so many Americans have become – and were relentlessly encouraged to become over the past decade. The message, pounded at us by news articles, ads, TV shows and everybody with a hand in the pot, ran like this:

So what if you make $50,000 a year? You can afford two brand new cars and a boat and annual luxury vacations! Just draw on the growing equity in your house with a second mortgage or line of credit! And take out a handful of credit cards – don’t worry, just make minimum payments, be happy! Real estate prices can do nothing but go up and up, and next year you can refi and wipe out all that credit card debt! And eventually you can sell your house for a million bucks and retire!

Um, some of us weren’t buying it. Some of us, like me, have curiously old-fashioned ideas that you should not borrow money you can’t repay and ideally you don’t borrow it if repayment would stretch your resources. That your home equity is an ephemeral number that is the difference between what you owe (if anything) on the mortgage and what you could sell the house for, and there is no guarantee of what that number will actually be if/when you do sell. That the goal is not to keep borrowing money against your house, but to pay off the damn mortgage one of these days (not that I’m quite there yet but I have hope).

So, back to the moaning and groaning stories about how sales this Black Friday are going to be disappointing for retailers. Yes, I hope they will. Ugly as it is, a shakeout is in order.

People, don’t feel sorry for Walmart. Don’t go into more debt for Christmas presents. Save some money if at all possible – not as in buying stuff on sale. As in, opening a savings account with a decent interest rate – such as at ingdirect dot com – and putting money into it.

I know, it’s a concept that some people may find novel.

It’s old fashioned. It’s unfashionable.

Try it. You might like it.

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Thanks to twitter I found the blog of Arun Shanbhag, who took his camera out onto the streets of Mumbai as the dawn rose, and has posted many of his photos on his blog.

Warning: some of the pictures are graphic, no mangled human bodies, but still disturbing. However, if you think you are up to it, the pictures and comments are well worth a look.

His most recent update, with the newly burning Taj Hotel photographed against the night sky, says that after keeping his composure all day, he is finally reduced to tears by the sight of the Taj in flames.

I don’t have words, really, except that I am so sorry for the awful losses of those in Mumbai, and angry at the mindless brutality that caused them.

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Because in one of my wakeful times during the wee hours this morning I was able to go to the NaNoWriMo site and using the validator function that was activated as of midnight, get my winner status made official. 

Well, actually, except for that, sick and sleepless is pretty bad.

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Winner

Just passed the 50,000 word count for my NaNo Novel. This has been a 12,600 word count day. I am pooped and my throat is still sore, but I am a winner. A NaNoWriMo winner.

A week early no less.

Thanks to all of you for all the moral support. It has meant a lot to me.

Oh, about the novel? It’s a first draft, it’s a lot of dreck and I will probably write a few thousand more words this week to wrap up the story a little better than I did tonight. But all that is beside the point, which was to write 50,000 pages of a first draft novel starting November 1, and ending no later than midnight November 30.

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Milestone

Forty thousand words.

Just now I paused in my work on my NaNo Novel to note that I’ve passed the 40K mark in the word count.

I have felt like cr*p since about bedtime on Friday and didn’t write at all yesterday although I’d planned a couple of serious writing sessions, one here at home and the other at the weekly write-in group at the Highlands Ranch Tattered Cover store. I’d not even worried about not writing Friday as I was running around taking care of things in advance of yesterday.

So instead? I slept very little Friday night, by yesterday morning had sore throat and other ugly symptoms. 

Thank goodness for Mucinex, antihistamines, hot coffee, chocolate treats, hot tea, Advil, my warm puppy, my comfy new supportive Travel Sox, snuggly Hanes sweatshirts, and all the other things that have supported me through the last 24 hours. I still feel crummy but I’ve been sitting here writing for 45 minutes and am determined to keep at it all day long. Not one long session but a series of them, broken up by such mundane daily things as showering, doing laundry, walking the dog, and eating.

But I just passed the Forty Thousand Word mark. With a goal of writing Fifty Thousand by midnight on November 30.

Dayum. I just might DO this, huh?

UPDATE: I finally quit writing about 2:30 p.m. with a total word count of 47,854. After dinner? Maybe I’ll just polish this puppy off by passing 50,000 words. The story won’t be all wrapped up neatly but honestly, this NaNoWriMo thing isn’t about that, at least not to me, this time.

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Antidote

OK, I admit it. I’m an obnoxious besotted dog-owner. In case there’s any doubt about that after I posted that professional portrait of Jasper the other day. Where he’s lounging on a pillow looking alertly at the camera, and looking way too sweet for any real life dog. Including Jasper himself.

Leave it to FurGirl to bring us the antidote to the saccharine. I just adore the picture of her lounging all over her puppy house-mate’s new bed, with a paw resting on a pillow. Just click here to see what I mean. She looks calm and regal, with a bit of “don’t mess with the Queen” attitude that works with her good looks.

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It’s not over till the NaNoWriMo word count validator says I have written 50,000 words, or midnight on November 30, whichever comes first.

But I’m pleased to note that my current word count is 37,644. Which is 75.2% of 50,000.

My first draft novel is a mish-mash of dreck with a few decent scenes, and not something I really want to discuss in detail. Not right now. Maybe not ever. But I will say that the word output speeded up yesterday when I killed off a main character in a random street crime. In a medium sized midwestern US city in 1939, which I learned while writing it has more shock value than, say, such a random crime on the streets of almost any American city in 2008.

Hmm, is that the finish line I can see out there in the distance?

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At least now I know this:

How much of your body could be recycled?

Another sign of my lack of intellectual curiosity? That I haven’t been contemplating my aging hulk in the mirror and assessing its recyling potential?

But, peeeeeple! I’ve been writing a novel, OK?

Thanks to everyone for the moral support in my NaNoWriMo second-half push to the finish line. I’m at something like 29,723 words as of bedtime last night, after an 8000+ word weekend. At the moment I just want to get ‘er done and get on with my trip to Thailand.

PS: I did something for the first time last night: printed out and read the last half of my draft. I had introduced characters and not made notes of their names and generally felt I was losing control of the so-called plot which I had *not* outlined. I read the draft to make notes of character names and a few other details. But I have edited NADA, thank you very much. Maybe because it was late and I was tired, but for whatever reason I noticed a few inconsistencies, like a person who had made a prior trip to a country saying several scenes later that she’d never been there (and no I didn’t intend her to be lying), and let them be. I’m not wasting time fussing over words already written, the point is to get more words down on the page, er, up on the screen.

Oh, whatever.

This is turning out to be quite the learning experience. I’ll leave the finer points of plot, character, dialogue, setting, etc., etc., to those who have actually written a novel in the past. I haven’t.  My first NaNoWriMo is turning out to be a matter of experiencing the writing. Getting characters onto the page, and the action, and the settings. The mechanics of it, to put it somewhat crudely. If I do this again, I may be able to focus on the finer points. This time it’s really all about just doing it.

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Halfway point

I’m writing and posting this just before 11 pm MST on November 15.

I am halfway through National Novel Writing Month.

The NaNoWriMo goal is to write 50,000 words during November.

My current total word count after pounding out 4,787 words this afternoon and evening is, TA DA: 25,617.

Halfway there as to both days and word count. That feels pretty good.

My Inner Editor is just going nuts, but I’m getting really good at ignoring her growls from the kennel where she’s been locked up since November 1. Sure, my first draft sucks. That’s what first drafts are FOR. OK?

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Ten point five months old

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Jasper was born on Christmas Eve last year and came into my life four months later. He’s sweet, smart, and loves to run and play the whole time he’s at doggie day care. When we are out walking he’s calm and confident and ready to go forever, except at night. When it’s dark outdoors he tends to be cautious and sometimes doesn’t want to stay out very long at all.

They brought in a professional photographer at doggie day care last week and I signed him up. I ended up buying the CD with all the pics and the rights.

Ain’t he cute?

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I enjoyed just exactly a week of teeth liberation. No braces, no plastic tooth coverings, no foreign objects in my mouth all the time.

Well all that’s over. Yesterday I was fitted with upper and lower retainers at my orthodontist’s office. I’m supposed to wear them 24 hours a day for six weeks, and each night after that.

Of course, they feel awkward and have already rubbed a sore spot on my tongue. In fact, the best they feel is awkward. I woke up this morning with my mouth actually *hurting* and it felt so good to take the damn things off for coffee and breakfast.

And then there are The Rules:

  1. Don’t drink anything except water when wearing the retainers.
  2. Don’t eat when wearing them.
  3. Brush your teeth before putting them on after you have eaten or had anything to drink other than water.
  4. Brush the retainers before you put them on each time.

Which means the whole rigamarole of taking them out to eat or drink. Of course, it’s gross to do it in front of anyone so I have to find a bathroom or some private place to do that. Then after eating and drinking comes the second act of the rigamarole  – again in a bathroom of course: brushing my teeth and cleaning the retainers and putting them back in.

It can be challenging enough when I’m just at work and going places around town. Anyone who’s sized up the ladies’ room in a restaurant, service station or office building with the idea of brushing teeth in it knows that there are some of them in which teeth brushing is just not gonna happen. Ewww. Of course all that is extra fun when traveling, as I will be for two weeks. In Thailand. Where we are told not to brush our teeth with the tap water.

I just hope I don’t end up ruining my nice new straight teeth. I keep reminding myself that during my two year adventure in orthodontistry, almost every single person I’ve talked to who had braces at any age? Spontaneously advised me to be sure to wear the retainers, and some of them added that they didn’t wear theirs enough and regretted it.

But, oh golly, right now it sure does hurt.

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If you live in the Denver area and you have any computer equipment to donate or recycle, check out Tech for All. Your old stuff may help a kid or family. Don’t bother “continue reading” as it’s words to help with search results.

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I had always figured that we would not see this during my lifetime. No matter the quality of the candidate or the good ideas in the platform. Americans would not elect an African-American as President. Wasn’t happy about it, but I thought that was a river we were far from crossing in our journey of progress.

Bless all you people out there – especially all the millions of YOUNG Americans – who proved to me just how far we have come.

In my lifetime.

And I think my friend Helen, who died last March at age 94, is celebrating this wherever she is. Her daughter, in sorting out Helen’s financial stuff as the personal represenative of the estate, found that in the last months of her life Helen had sent several donations to the Obama campaign. A retired public school teacher. White. Lutheran. Iowa-born and bred. Ladylike to her core. Sharp as a tack until the end and gracious with it.

Maybe Helen’s support should have hinted to me how big this thing would get.

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Liberation Day

Nothing to do with politics, that title, although it is also Election Day.

Nope, the liberation is immediate and physical.

I just got home from my orthodontist’s office. Where they took my braces off.

Woot!!

They had to numb my entire mouth to do it (my poor mouth is sensitive to all the air and cold water involved in grinding off the glue on each tooth that had anchored the metalworks), and my lips still aren’t working right. 

But my teeth? Look pretty good if I say so myself. Need another good cleaning at my dentist’s (scheduled for Monday), and we’ll also be discussing and I hope doing some whitening. But even without that I’m happy with the outcome. All told it’s been 23 months: starting with Invisalign and then ending up since February in metal braces. Soon to be followed by wearing upper and lower plastic retainers. They took the impressions this morning and I’ll go back next week to get the retainers.

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Dr. Wicked’s Writing Lab

Thanks to a post on the forum at the Official NaNoWriMo site, I discovered “Write or Die” at Dr. Wicked’s Writing Lab.

W-or-D is an ingenious – and maybe devious – little web application that just may help you blast through a writer’s block.

It works like this. You choose your time goal, your word goal and the mode: Gentle, Normal, Kamikaze or Electric Shock. Then you hit “start” and get a screen with big empty white space to write in, and a countdown timer and a word counter at the bottom. I didn’t set a challenging goal, just 100 words and 10 minutes. Got another 100 words or so plopped down, then cut and pasted it into my NaNo Novel. After writing yesterday and last night, and that little bit this morning, my new word count: 8,548.

Dr. Wicked, you devious genius, you ROCK.

And, Suzanne, Darla, Brenda, M. H. Pixie, Miss Kitty and all the others in my cheering section: you do too. Thank you so much!

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Word count

My goodness, all these years using word processing software and I’ve rarely used the “word count” tool.

Until yesterday and today. Until I started my first ever National Novel Writing Month.

Now, the word count tool is frequently consulted.

I didn’t start writing until about 4:00 o’clock yesterday afternoon, at the Tattered Cover store where a write-in event for NaNoWriMo was held. We wrote, with some talking of course, until about 6:30.

Then I started again this morning and now, at about 9:30 a.m., I have written, according to the Word Count tool in the Word software on this computer: 6,098 words.

Remember, this effort is all about exuberant imperfection. About getting the butt in the chair and 50,000 words into a document. My Inner Editor has been kenneled up for the month.

Now and then I hear her whining but the message isn’t clear and I’m not paying enough attention to the whining and growling to make it out. Something about inauthentic dialogue, clunky transitions? Nah. Not this month. Go gnaw a bone, Inner Editor. You can come out to play next month.

In the meantime? I’m following some characters along their chosen path which may not lead where I had expected, and that’s just fine.

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